LOST

My words seem stuck
somewhere in my throat
The pen refuses to oblige
Expression seems important but redundant
My lips just refuse to talk...
Numb in fingers, mumb in voice
i see people around me rejoice
am lost...
Lost amidst them
Lost amidst the noise which they call music
Lost amidst the tears which they call smiles
Lost amidst the darkness which they call light
and lost amidst the deads which they think is life.